Leaves of the Fall

You had not reached your twentieth year—
So why did you come searching here?

You stood before me—your breasts a choir,
Around your waist, a thousand stars on fire.

You stirred in me old glories gone,
And a Zahra I once leaned upon.

I do not know how I let her slip—
She vanished one day from my grip.

From where, O peak of spring, came you?
And whence this sorrow that I knew?

While I sit on time’s relentless wheel,
Barely able my own name to feel.

The years have fed upon my age,
And barred the path to dreams I’d wage.

Green-eyed one, forgive me—please,
I am but scraps of faded dreams.

I lived my life among poisons deep,
And by my own hand fell in sleep.

I am a danger—don’t you grieve,
If you must go, and choose to leave.

Enough for me—you came, and so
Sleep is no longer lost below.


A critique of the Syrian traditional anti-Assad opposition and its failure to envision a shared post-Assad future—one that prolonged the regime and deepened Syria’s fragmentation.
English adaptation assisted by AI, preserving the original Arabic spirit.



عقدكِ الثّاني لم تتمّي
فلما أتيتي تبحثين عنّي؟

وقفتي أمامي ، و نهديكِ جوقةٌ
و حول خصرِكِ دارَ ألفُ نجمِ

ذكّرتني بأمجادٍ عشتُها
و زهراءٍ عرفتُ ذاتَ يومِ

لا أدري كيف أنا أضعتها
ذهبتْ – ذاتَ يومٍ – دون علمي


مِن أين يا أوجَ الرّبيعِ أتيتني؟
مِن أين ، يا تُرى ، جاء همّي!

و أنا على عجل الزّمانِ مقعدٌ
بالكاد أستطيعُ لفظ اسمي

أكل الدّهرُ مِن عمري سنيناً
حالتْ دون تحقيقِ حلمي


خضراءُ العينينِ اعذريني
فأنا بقايا مِن بقايا وهمِ

عشتُ حياتي بين السّمومِ
و سقطتُ مقتولاً بفعلِ سمّي

خطرٌ أنا عليكِ ، لا لا تحزني
إذا ذهبتِ عنّي دونَ لثمِ


يكفيني أنّكِ جئتِ ، فلا
يستحيل بعد اليومِ نومي

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